school today was friggin boring.like srsly.and my flu has gotten worse.luckily no fever, but its super irritating!and i feel like sleeping all the time too.bleahz.
went out with lissa and celly just now after school.lissa wanted to get steph's gift.haha.so we went to wisma and taka.i ended buying a dress and a chain:P.couldn't help it.so enticing haha.just watched THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW whilst doing my e math paper.which was a liddle hard.i got frustrated.but looking at jake gyllenhaal's face made it all okay:).haha.uhh so much to do so little time.oh wells.i better go study now(must must must must persevere)oh and i've come to a new conclusion.i'm going to leave the decision on whatever jc i want to go to, to God.All i want and will look towards is my 6 points.i can do it.yes i can:).
kay kay.bye peepz.
physics, bring it on baby.
xoxo,
mars!
oh man, selected to go for chem and amath intensive revision.sucks la.but like i think it will be helpful.i hope it is.
haven't been doing anything at all.just sleeping and watching tv.i don't think that i can even manage to get any studying done.stupid fever.go burn in hell.
been watching youtube vids ALL DAY.gosh i'm pathetic plz.and i absolutely LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT!omg she is fajoahduayduwkyekhjhhcdgh amazing!she rocks.:).
idk if i can go for filming tmr for the humans thing.i feel damn bad cuz i wanna be more involved and now i have this stupid fever.:(:(:(:(.mum probably won't allow me:(.dangggzz.
was talking to celly and lizzi that day on how i can't imagine myself ever being in a relationship and i guess that they agree too.my expectations are way too high.my life is soo weird i swear.oh wells.i think that i'm a confused teenager.i shall just stick to charlie, optimus prime and torres(though hes married:()
o's are just in a few months time.I have to keep pushing on.i have to do well and get my 6 points.:(:( as hard as it may be, i will not give up.NO WAY.i have to.uhhh.
this is a random post.but who cares?
xoxo,
thesickmars!
Beautiful Disaster-Jon Mclaughlin
She loves her mama's lemonade,
Hates the sounds that goodbyes make.
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her.
She swears that there's no difference,
Between the lies and complements.
It's all the same if everybody leaves her.
And every magazine tells her she's not good enough,
The pictures that she sees make her cry.
And she would change everything,
everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
And she needs someone to take her home.
She's giving boys what they want,
tries to act so nonchalant,
Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction.
She never stays the same for long,
Assuming that she'll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfection.
She's not a drama queen,
She doesn't want to feel this way,
only seventeen but tired
She would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home.
Cuz she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's ok.
And she would change everything,
everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
And she would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home
And just needs someone to take her home
aaaahhh love it!anyhows.
lets see.sch started.BORING.but seeing everyone has been fun.mao has been quite retarded in class lately.i think its the flu.HAHA. and get well soon jia!love you xoxo.
malay O'levels oral on thurs!OMG THANK YOU GOD.i LOVED it!damn lucky kay!i got technology which i ttly prepared for.and the teachers were uber nice!one of them KEPT on smiling!and i smiled back!rocked rocked rocked.omg i am sooo thankful to God.i studied really hard for it anyway, so luckily it paid off.at least i hope it did!THANK YOU THANK YOU!and then had to go home and do the 2 math test papers.wah was like killing myself.but i managed to finish")
FRIDAYY:we took height and weight.OMG.i am 164.5.HOW FRIGGIN SHORT IS THAT!i am damn disappointed la!there goes my hope of ever being 167+.wahliao.:(:(:(:(:(:(.i HAVE to grow!looks like all the milk drinking isnt working.i shall have to try a new technique.hmmm.then rushed home and went for AYG EVENING FESTIVAL.awesome pawsome.loadza fun.haha it rly was cool fun and exciting!heh.except some freaking weird s'porean atletes(irritating!) and the laos ppl were damn funny!they kissed ama on her cheek etc.poor ama!haha court and i kept moving away from them.haha.danced until all my muscles ache.bleahs.but i think that we did a GREAT job!:):):):)can't wait for YOG!i wanna host;).
kays then yday.didnt study.AT ALL.whoopsies.haha wtv la.went out for dinner with the family.slacking.and more slacking.haha.mum came into my room whilst i was attempting to do some chem and we gossiped until 1am!cuz she couldn't sleep and i just didnt wanna study.haha
today went out for lunch and then aunty sham and her family stayed on till like an hour ago.we ordered pizza for dinner and were talking and talking.haha funzz.
so yes.this is what i call a SLACK weekend.feeling guilty!dangz.
i bet no one comes here anymore.nehmind.HAHA
okay so just some highlights of june hols!
29th may:MY BIRTHDAY PARTAYYE!theme was PRINCESS.i think that it was fun(at least thats what ppl said), not EVERYONE dressed up, but some really did:) like ash and jelly and mao and court etc.HAHA.played taboo and bingo and i liked my cake:)THANKS GUYS FOR COMING!<3 you all to the maxxxx!so yeah it rocked:).haha.
31ST MAY:HAPPY 16TH PAI!LOVE YOU FOREVER!<33333333.X-ES!
1st june: MT PAPER!i thought it was okay.hope that i can get my A1!i rly rly rly need it!studied super hard on sat and sun.i think ive never studied so much malay in my life:O.then had exco interview which was kinda boring, then the X-es went out to Pasta de Waraku to celecbrate pai's birthday.it was real real fun.then we were like eating and all and suddenly joce su and ven come out with 2 birthday cakes for me and pai.i was surprised cuz i thought that we were just celebrating pai's bday haha.the cake was yummy.THANKS X-ES!looooovvvveee youuu!
2nd june:mum and dad woke me up while practically screaming the happy birthday song cuz i didnt wna get up for school.HAHA.then they gave me my gift whoch was a photo album of my party:).then went to school and blah blah.Fausta Tan pllayed charades with us.then he made me go up and i had to act out HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.hahaha retardddz.then met mao jelly court and qy at swensens in bishan.HORRIFIC SERVICE.they bought me a balloon!which said princess:).then they treated me to lunch and the bdae suprise was the earthquakish ice cream.yummyyy.THANKS GUYS!<333 then we played the giant PICTUREKA and CONNECT FOUR at j8!damn funnny!so had lotsa funnn!LOVEEEE you guys to the mountain top!HAHA.then went out with the family for dinner at WINE CO.:).nice nice nice.AWESOME BIRTHDAY!
6th june: cleaning of council room and sec 4 farewell.I'm gna miss the x-girls soooo much.we had great fun cleaning the room for the last time:(.then had sec 4 farewell for LD.the theme was ALICE IN WONDERLAND.dressed up as queen of CARDS.haha.twas quite fun:)gna miss LD:(.
7th June:SLEEEPPOOVVEERRR!@CELLY'S!funnnnn:).we watched sisterhood 2 and he's just not that into you!haha love them!
13th June: X-es bbq at Gen's house:).Bouncy is damn damn funny!lotsa fun and then i had to leave for grandma's birthday celebration.awesome food;).
15th June:studying with lizzi and lissa at amk library.we studied last week too but i forgot when haha.accomplished quite a bit:).
17th june:OFF TO BINTAN! stayed at NIRVANA RESORT chalet!omggggg damn high class plz.i was like damn shocked.the chalet was supppperrrrr nice!and even the water was PERRIER.wth.haha and we had our own swimming pool!awesommmee.aunty sham's family stayed at the hotel:).spent ALOT of time swimming and hanging at the beach.GRRREAATT food!and guess what?I GOT STUNG BY A JELLYFISH!gasp!i was like swimming then i fely smtg hit my knee and i felt like i was electrocuted.almost cried:/ hahaha.then uncle ranjiv and dad kept on saying that i hit a rock.haha then i realised that the marks were all around my knee and the guy at the clubhouse was like:"JELLYFISH BITE!" then he rushed to pour vinegar over it and bandage it.had to take panadol in case i got fever.i did get a headache though.heh.so yeah!got tanned too:(;( despite the massive amt of sunblock i used.haha.lots of eyecandy:).haha.
19th june:BACK FROM BINTAN.super tired.just slacked and slept.
2oth june:Father's day dinner at TONY ROMA'S!omg.i have NEVER eaten so much in my life.i had RIBS!can you believe it!and chicken.gasp!and i had one mocktail and shared a JUG of coke with my brother.THE FOOD WAS AWESOME!it just became one of my fav.restaurants!next to brewerkz and wine co.:).haha.shopped a while at suntec.
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
22nd june:Jessica's CRAZY party!it was fun:).didnt dare play rock band for the fear of acute embarrassment due to my lack-of-experience.haha.so i just watched.played a drinking game which i DID NOT LOSE!whoots!didnt rly dress up crazy, sorry J!i had to think of my mrt ride.hahaha.oh and i LOVED LOVED the sausage with pineapple and marshmallow!
25th june:HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JESSICA!LOVE YOU FOREVER BABE!<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
26th june: out to watch TRANSFORMERS 2 with the family!OMGGGZZZZ IT WAS ABWHFJDYUBSJUYEURKBFH AMAZING!i LOVED IT!i think its one of the best movies ive watched in the cinema.EVER.wowza.megan fox is HOT!and shia was too:) and so was josh duhamel!lucky fergie.haha.and i have an announcement to make:OPTIMUS PRIME is declared as the non-human love of my life!OMG.AAAAHHHH!haha my mum thinks im going maddd.heh.maybe i am.nehmind.OPTIMUS PRIME!
27th june:HAPPY CONFI JESSICA!i gave her a nice nice nice flowerr:).and a card and her birthday package.hope she liked it.HAHA.it was tremendously LAME.then cabbed with joce to braddell and met my family for dinner at Botak Jones.YUMMMYY.i had the chicked salad:).oooh-lala.
Today: HAPPY CONFI AMA AND JOCE!sry i cant go:(((((!LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX.
and theres sch tmr.DANGGZZ.now its gonna be FULL ON study mode.BRING IT ON BABY.
xoxo,
mars!
hey peeps.haven't been bogging.heh.
oh wells.
currently in the process of studying for MT o's.but havent really been studying that hard.
i really really really hope to secure my A1.pls pls pls pls.
mid year results were poopy.so i've gotta study rly rly rly hard.
IJ FIESTAAA was a success in my opinion.i'm really really glad that our hard work paid off.
i love the STUDENT LEADERS.X-GIRLS FTW!i knew that we could do it!
the exco stayed over the night before tiring but extremely fun. i love them to the MAX.
and i'm gonna miss everything.our late nights mtgs, our stupid jokes and laughing at something dumb cuz we were just so tired.we've done it guys. and i couldn't be happier.:):):):):)
OH MANNN.thinking that its all over makes me wanna cry:(.i'm gonna miss everything so so so much.hmphh.
okay.anyways.GUESS WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UPP???hehehehe.omg.
in a week exactly.i'll be 16.WOW FRIGGIN OLD PLZ.:(:(
kk gtg studyyy now.nights sexies.
oh!and i have found my true love.CHARLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE from fighting spiders!OMG.HE IS SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE.AND CHUBBY.AND CUTE.AND DAMN FUNNNY.
i absolutely LOVE him!but he's only 12.nvm. AGE IS NO BARRIER(i think??)haha.OMG ADDICTED TO FIGHTING SPIDERS!AAAAAAHHHHHH CHAAAARRRLIIIEEE!<33333
xoxo,
mars
got back back lit amath chem today.lit was great, amath and chem sucked.
im just happy that i passed amath but im REALLY diappointed with chem.i thought that i could do well in this exam, but i guess not. i really felt like just giving up.but god does everything for a reason.i think that he's helping me realise that i need to work harder and not be complacent. and i'm going to do everything that i can to make sure that i do well.
i offered up these exams to God, so whatever happens, happens for a reason.
i love you God.
xoxo,
mars
blowing my brains through malay lit maths chem.
tired and sian.
buttt i must not give up.no no no.
must do well.plz plz.
urgh.
ADAM rocks.HARPER'S ISLAND IS THE SHOW TO WATCH.
AND SO IS 90210.cant believe adrianna and navid want to get married.16 is wayyy too young
even if you've found true love.well, it is wayy to young to have a baby so i guess they're weirdly justified.
and i've got a new best friend in addition to mao and lissa.
haha CHRISSY.it was HILARIOUS how we admitted it over the phone!
i didnt want to tell her that she was one of my best friends cause i thought that maybe she didnt
think i was one of hers, then she just blurted it out and i was like YEAH!hahaha.love you chrissy!
its quite funny how my three best friends don't hang out with each other and don't even know each other THAT well.haha.love them to the MAX.
and my parents keep on planning my birthday party.
i'm just a little excited only.idk i think i'm just preoccupied with midyears now.
poopie.
oh and thanks court for asking how i was feeling and all.<3333333
chem.here i come.again.
xoxo,
marssss